I walked into the cafe, decked out in my hat, skirt and heels (attempting at stylish-ness), only to receive multiple odd stares and whispered comments directed at yours truly.
Seriously people? I am wearing clothing! Get over it. Honestly it didn't bother me at all, I just took a seat and waited for my friend to arrive. More often times than not I feel extremely insecure about the clothes that I wear. I'm not sure if I want to do the whole outfit. I would love to piece together everything perfectly down to the accessories and hair. But then when I do go "full out", i've gotten a few things like "You're not at New York fashion week" or "why do you always dress like that". Um...
This is the thing I find horrible about this world we live in, it is constantly contradicting itself. I am supposed to be myself and dress or think as I please but if it does't appeal to your standards then it isn't okay? No, that isn't right. For me, I think New York Fashion Week should be everyday everywhere so I can dress like a super model and not be judged. I know I shouldn't care what other people think but my mind will go there inevitably. I try to remind myself that I don't dress up for other people, I do it for myself. Because I want to look good and feel great in my clothes. I feel like an artist when I put together a great outfit and I love that feeling of looking put together and like I just walked off of pinterest. If you want to wear sweatpants everywhere you go, be my guest. I won't judge you. But don't tell me i'm overdressed for anything.
[End Pointless Rant]
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| Me on my computer photographed by Melissa Marzetti |
This is so exciting and I can not wait to see how this works out! It's a surprise for now but can't wait for it's launch!
It's hard to have friends who are so awesome because I always feel the need to out awesome them! Ha ha, the Hipster Games (inside joke between no one but myself).
When you start something new, whether it be a project or art or dancing or sports or whatever, just go into it with confidence and with an open mind. Especially if you have a partner in crime. You guys aren't going to agree on everything. It's also going to be a tad difficult to get your ideas across to each other. Remember you are the only one who can see inside your head! Make sure to have lots of paper, a wifi connection and lots of refreshments!
In our case, the red cups are back at Starbucks and you know what that means! Christmas is super soon and I am so excited because it is my favourite season and I'm gonna get a chance to do a bunch of christmas photoshoots and argh.
This post was all over the place and so to coincide with that theme I'm just going to end it here.
See ya,
Andreya
